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		<title>Jim, May 20, 2009</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 28 Jul 2010 02:02:57 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Linda</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;m reminded again tonight of my friend, Jim, who killed himself on Wednesday May 20, 2009. I will carry with me for the rest of my life the guilt that I wasn&#8217;t there for you when your demons reared their ugly heads and professed their need to take over your life &#8211; I was so [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I&#8217;m reminded again tonight of my friend, Jim, who killed himself on Wednesday May 20, 2009.  I will carry with me for the rest of my life the guilt that I wasn&#8217;t there for you when your demons reared their ugly heads and professed their need to take over your life &#8211; I was so selfish and hung up on my own domestic issues I could not be the friend you needed.  I hope you forgive me and know how much I cared about you. If I could have just seen you one more time&#8230;. I know I will not see you again in this lifetime, but I will see you somewhere along the line.  I hope you have the answers that you so desperately sought, that I could not give you.</p>
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		<title>Out of Office Reply, #2</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 24 Jul 2010 17:35:00 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Linda</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I haven&#8217;t been &#8220;saying&#8221; much lately as there isn&#8217;t much I can say. I&#8217;m just sticking to the routine and living my life with one goal in mind: to be happy. I see so many people out there right now who are not happy with their lives and it&#8217;s difficult for me to be around [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I haven&#8217;t been &#8220;saying&#8221; much lately as there isn&#8217;t much I can say. I&#8217;m just sticking to the routine and living my life with one goal in mind: to be happy. I see so many people out there right now who are not happy with their lives and it&#8217;s difficult for me to be around them.  I am not in that place right now and I let myself get too affected by their lives&#8230;there I go with my inability to separate sympathy and empathy again.  I find that right now I am in need of a detox of drama and negativity.  I&#8217;m sticking close to the people who bring happiness and positivity in my life because that is what I need. Sometimes you have to protect yourself.   I don&#8217;t want to write about things, I don&#8217;t want to talk about what&#8217;s going on in my mind.  My own inner dialogue is plenty satisfactory.</p>
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		<title>Out of Office Reply</title>
		<link>http://www.karmablue.org/forward/?p=432</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 05 Jul 2010 22:42:22 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Linda</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[A week of ups and downs. Or has it been a month? Today was my mother&#8217;s birthday and this day has historically been trying. Today was no exception. She would have been 63. But I digress &#8211; perhaps the &#8220;blah&#8221; of the day was all in my head.]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>A week of ups and downs.  Or has it been a month? Today was my mother&#8217;s birthday and this day has historically been trying.  Today was no exception.  She would have been 63.  But I digress &#8211; perhaps the &#8220;blah&#8221; of the day was all in my head.  </p>
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		<title>More Untitled Nonsense</title>
		<link>http://www.karmablue.org/forward/?p=429</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 09 Jun 2010 02:02:07 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Linda</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Why is it that I feel like I am constantly talking to brick walls in my life? Why is it that when I need someone to listen to me for once, I feel like there is no one there? This perplexes me. I am without my long runs for now, and my long runs always [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Why is it that I feel like I am constantly talking to brick walls in my life? Why is it that when I need someone to listen to me for once, I feel like there is no one there?  This perplexes me.  I am without my long runs for now, and my long runs always served as a stress relief and a way to release everything that is bothering me.  Without those 4-6 miles of solitude and mother nature, I am lost.  This injury is having much more of a mental effect on me than physical.  Here I am sitting alone on a Tuesday night dealing with utter internal chaos and I must deal with it on my own, as I normally do.  Why? Because I&#8217;m the trooper.  Because I&#8217;ve done it before, so I&#8217;ll keep doing it over and over again.  I battled my demons and won, so naturally I must be completely capable of every other damn battle in my life, right?  Naturally.  I think I need to do some serious re-arranging in my life.</p>
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		<title>Test Run #3 &#8211; Brooks Cascadia 6</title>
		<link>http://www.karmablue.org/forward/?p=422</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 08 Jun 2010 01:44:07 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Linda</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Took the new shoes out for a run at Lake Rogers Park on Sunday morning &#8211; this was my first true trail run in awhile&#8230;uneven surfaces, little hills, sand, dirt, twigs, wildlife, etc. I wish I had been feeling better that morning &#038; I also wish I would have drank more water the night before. [...]]]></description>
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<p>Took the new shoes out for a run at Lake Rogers Park on Sunday morning &#8211; this was my first true trail run in awhile&#8230;uneven surfaces, little hills, sand, dirt, twigs, wildlife, etc.  I wish I had been feeling better that morning &#038; I also wish I would have drank more water the night before.  I was able to get two loops in around the lake, around 4.3 miles, but I was completely spent after. I also noticed that the left shoe, due to the fact that my left foot isn&#8217;t as big as my right foot and therefore the shoe is looser, is now rubbing against my big toe.  Not a huge ordeal, but it was enough for me to notice a couple miles in.  The shoes performed really well on the uneven surface &#8211; they definitely protected my ankles.</p>
<p>I wish I could get more runs in with these shoes, but due to my annoying IT band injury, I have to keep the mileage low.  Hoping to get a short trail run in on Sunday evening, if my injury allows. I have a 5k to run on Friday, so I am focusing on that.  I think I am going to invest in a pair of Superfeet insoles to see if they will just help enough until I can afford to see a doctor.</p>
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		<title>Test Run #2 &#8211; Brooks Cascadia 6</title>
		<link>http://www.karmablue.org/forward/?p=420</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 01 Jun 2010 02:18:34 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Linda</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I got up early on Sunday morning and drove back down to Taylor Lake for a quick run. It turned out to be rather quick indeed as my sinus issues decided to flare up, leaving me feel dizzy and headachey. I ran about three miles around the trail and could not muster energy to run [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I got up early on Sunday morning and drove back down to Taylor Lake for a quick run. It turned out to be rather quick indeed as my sinus issues decided to flare up, leaving me feel dizzy and headachey.  I ran about three miles around the trail and could not muster energy to run any more.  Next trail run is on Saturday at Lake Rogers Park.  Meeting up with a running group &#8211; hopefully I can coax my knee into a good four mile run.  I haven&#8217;t had any issues with the shoes yet that concern me, but I think I would benefit from having extra heel support.  I have some old inserts lying around here somewhere.  I&#8217;ll dig them up and see if that helps.</p>
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		<title>Test Run#1: Brooks Cascadia 6</title>
		<link>http://www.karmablue.org/forward/?p=412</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 28 May 2010 02:17:15 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Linda</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I was surprised when I was selected as a test runner for the Brooks Cascadia 6 trail-running shoe as I am not a high-mileage runner, or a ultra-marathon trail-runner! I received an email last Wednesday that I was selected &#8211; and trust me, I was having a pretty lousy day that day so that was [...]]]></description>
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I was surprised when I was selected as a test runner for the Brooks Cascadia 6 trail-running shoe as I am not a high-mileage runner, or a ultra-marathon trail-runner! I received an email last Wednesday that I was selected &#8211; and trust me, I was having a pretty lousy day that day so that was my highlight.  They arrived on Monday and I was able to get my first run with them today. It was only 1.25 miles (as I am still nursing the injury, which has revealed itself to be the dread IT Band issue that many runners face), but am planning for more miles on Sunday.  (I&#8217;ve had to reduce mileage due to the injury, unfortunately.  Max 3.5 mile runs.  I get to four and I start to feel like my right leg gets a little loose and I get a twinge in my knee.)</p>
<p>Anyway, my first impression of the shoe was that I wasn&#8217;t sure of the color combination, but I&#8217;m learning to look past it as the shoes are comfortable.  (They are the Aqua/Lime Punch/Shadow/Silver combination.) These are <em>more</em> comfortable than my Mizuno Wave Creation road shoes.  I completed my first survey, which entailed just trying the shoes on and giving first impressions, but I could tell these would be comfy on the trail. And you know what? I was right.  <em>What the heck was I thinking running on trails in road shoes? </em> Yes, my physical therapist last year told me that I would need different shoes for trails, but I didn&#8217;t believe her.  </p>
<p><a href="http://www.karmablue.org/forward/wp-content/uploads/2010/05/brooks2.jpg"><img src="http://www.karmablue.org/forward/wp-content/uploads/2010/05/brooks2-225x300.jpg" alt="First Run in the Brooks Cascadia 6" title="First Run in the Brooks Cascadia 6" width="225" height="300" class="size-medium wp-image-414" /></a>
<p>The last time I ran Taylor Lake, I had shin splints from hell, and I don&#8217;t get shin splints anymore.  Tonight? No shin splints. No knee issues.  Nothing.  Just a fast 1.25 miles (I ran 3/4 of a mile in 6:36.  WHAT?)  Okay, maybe the speed isn&#8217;t all from the shoes, I think it&#8217;s from the yoga I&#8217;ve been doing as it has made my running much more relaxed.  But, the shoes helped as I felt far more balanced as my feet landed on the uneven, sandy surface.  Plus, I had <em>traction</em>. </p>
<a href="http://www.karmablue.org/forward/wp-content/uploads/2010/05/taylor-lake.jpg"><img src="http://www.karmablue.org/forward/wp-content/uploads/2010/05/taylor-lake-300x225.jpg" alt="Taylor Lake, Largo, FL" title="Taylor Lake, Largo, FL" width="300" height="225" class="size-medium wp-image-415" /></a>
<p>I&#8217;m going to find a more challenging trail as I consider Taylor Lake just off-road running &#8211; it&#8217;s even for the most part, except for a few deeper sandy areas and one slight incline.  The two running trails are linked by a asphalt road on one side, and then a concrete sidewalk on the side near 8th St.  I&#8217;ll have to head out to Flatwoods to give these trail shoes a true trail run!</p>
<p>I met up with my friend, Jen, for this run tonight &#8211; she&#8217;s just starting her c25k journey!  Go Jen!!</p>
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		<title>Dear Right Knee:</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 18 May 2010 02:20:20 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Linda</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[This is an open letter to a good friend of mine, my right knee. Dear Right Knee: We&#8217;ve been through a lot of tough times since I started running and spinning last year. You always let me know when I&#8217;ve pushed too much and needed to take a break. You&#8217;re a big part of my [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>This is an open letter to a good friend of mine, my right knee.</p>
<p>Dear Right Knee:<br />
We&#8217;ve been through a lot of tough times since I started running and spinning last year.  You always let me know when I&#8217;ve pushed too much and needed to take a break.  You&#8217;re a big part of my life and I love you.  </p>
<p>Yes, I love my right knee. </p>
<p>So, right knee, you have to understand why I&#8217;m a bit unnerved because you&#8217;re injured.  I think it&#8217;s your MCL that is strained as the inside of my knee really aches.  It&#8217;s not torn because there&#8217;s no swelling, but damn, you&#8217;re killing me right now.  I&#8217;ve been running my best times the past month and suddenly you do this to me!  I&#8217;ve been icing you four to five times a day and am even going out to purchase some sort of bracing mechanism tomorrow so you can continue to heal, <em>but let&#8217;s speed this up already! </em>Sure, I did spin yesterday but c&#8217;mon, what did you expect? For me to rest? Everyone knows that when I can&#8217;t work out, I&#8217;m a huge evil bitch from hell. Literally. I&#8217;ve been antsy all evening while I sit with my right leg elevated with ice on you.  I even went out and bought icy hot patches to wear at night.  What else do I need to do?  </p>
<p>Just heal already! I&#8217;ll rest again tomorrow and just take yoga, but come on!   HEAL!</p>
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		<title>Hypertension</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 16 May 2010 15:13:36 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Linda</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I know this may sound odd, being that I am very active, but I have hypertension. How is this possible? I think it&#8217;s written in my genes. I called my dad a few weeks back and asked him when his hypertension started and he replied that it was in his mid-30&#8242;s. OK, that&#8217;s where I [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I know this may sound odd, being that I am very active, but I have hypertension.  How is this possible? I think it&#8217;s written in my genes. I called my dad a few weeks back and asked him when his hypertension started and he replied that it was in his mid-30&#8242;s.  <em>OK, that&#8217;s where I am heading as I will be 33 this year.</em> He was also very active when hypertension hit him &#8211; he was running up to 5-6 miles and cycling.  I took my blood pressure on Friday (granted I had Sudafed in my system for my sinuses, and drank a cup of coffee that morning), but my blood pressure was 147/97.  That&#8217;s insane, especially for someone who runs, bikes, etc etc.  On a normal day, my blood pressure is around 136/90, which isn&#8217;t terrible, but it isn&#8217;t that great either, so I am looking for ways to bring it down ten points without having to see a doctor (seeing as I do not have health insurance right now and would have to pay out of pocket.)  </p>
<p>Diuretics (water pills) can bring down blood pressure &#8211; I&#8217;ve taken one today because I can feel that my BP is high.  (And when you can feel it, that&#8217;s not good.) I took RPM at the gym this morning and that brought it down, but it shot back up again about an hour later.  I stopped in at the health food store around the corner and purchased Hibiscus Tea, which I read if drank regularly, can lower systolic blood pressure.  (I&#8217;m sitting here sipping it as I type this, not bad. Apparently it&#8217;s good hot or iced.)  I&#8217;m also reading up on the <a href="http://www.webmd.com/hypertension-high-blood-pressure/dash-diet">DASH Diet</a> as another way to get my blood pressure to normal levels. It just involves eating more whole grains (although I think I eat enough of that already), fruits, vegetables, fish and low-fat dairy goods.  I am going to have to cut back on sodium, which will be hard as most of the pre-packaged diet foods I eat are high in sodium.  (Which is shame &#8211; I guess Lean Cuisine feels they need to pour salt all over the food to make up for the lower fat, but I beg to differ.)  I think if I can cut back on the sodium, I&#8217;ll notice a definite improvement.  (And we all know how <a href="http://www.usatoday.com/news/health/2010-04-28-1Asalt28_CV_N.htm">Americans love their sodium</a>.)</p>
<p>The last thing that I need to do is to just calm down.  My stress levels need to be severely reduced.  I really need to work on this one more than any others as it doesn&#8217;t matter how much I exercise or how health I eat, if I am a giant ball of stress all of the time, my blood pressure will still remain high.</p>
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		<title>Run for the Gecko 5k 5/8/10</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 15 May 2010 17:42:25 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Linda</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Just a quick recap of the 5k I ran last weekend before it escapes my mind completely. I&#8217;m happy to finally say I&#8217;ve run a PR and am inching ever closer to a consistent 10:00 minute mile pace. (I wish my body was built for speed, but sadly it was not. I will take endurance [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a href="http://www.karmablue.org/forward/wp-content/uploads/2010/05/lin-alone2.jpg"><img src="http://www.karmablue.org/forward/wp-content/uploads/2010/05/lin-alone2-210x300.jpg" alt="" title="Celebrating a PR" width="210" height="300" class="aligncenter size-medium wp-image-401" /></a>Just a quick recap of the 5k I ran last weekend before it escapes my mind completely.  I&#8217;m happy to finally say I&#8217;ve run a PR and am inching ever closer to a consistent 10:00 minute mile pace. (I wish my body was built for speed, but sadly it was not. I will take endurance over speed.)  My brother-in-law and &#038; his friend also ran the race with some of their fellow coworkers.</p>
<p>My first mile was 10:13 (fastest mile I&#8217;ve ever ran is 9:56), which went by smoothly, but I had a hard time relaxing. I think the steak I had for dinner the night before started to rear its ugly head around the halfway point. I found a familiar face around that point and was relieved as it definitely helps to run with someone &#8211; keeps your pace up &#038; your mind off of stomach aches.  I&#8217;m not sure what my mile 2 split was, but I have a feeling it was a little slower than the first.  I conserved enough energy for the last quarter mile push and crossed the finish line wishing that I had eaten dinner earlier the evening before.  (I&#8217;m an evening runner &#8211; I usually don&#8217;t run until after 630 PM and night, so morning runs are always tougher for me.) </p>
<p>Gradually, I am finding more speed, but it does not come naturally to me.  I guess I need to continue with the &#8216;speedwork&#8217; and hope for another PR on 6/11. (The next 5k will be an evening race, so I have no excuses.) All in all it was a great race and a huge relief to know that the training I did in April did pay off. </p>
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